Well, honestly I don’t know what to say exactly right now.. I just want to write on my blog.. It’s been a while I guess.. :P

It’s 10:00 PM now and I still not sleepy.. Listening to Runaway Train from Soul Asylum.. Hey, do you still remember that song.. Quite 90s I guess.. :P Well, in last few weeks my life is quite crazy.. It’s like riding roller coester.. One day I’m top of the world.. and one other day I felt like sinking slowly to the unknown deep.. What’s happening to me ? Honestly, I don’t know for sure.. It’s quite puzzling for me..

Well anyway.. I got my consciousness back.. ( I think.. :P ) And it’s only 10 days more (or less) to Idul Fitri.. :D Can’t hardly wait.. :D I decide to do something special in this Idul Fitri.. I want to make orange bubble pudding, mm and then I want to rearrange furniture in the living room, adding some special ornament to spice up the room, maybe put new pot pouri, mmm.. and then maybe I want to learn how to rearrange flower bouquet.. Nice.. I think I would like to put that flower bouquet in the living room.. It will look nice..:D Wow.. so many things to do so little time.. :)

Oh yeah, one thing I forgot.. I still don’t have time to create Idul Fitri Cards for my friends.. Hmm.. :( Do I have time to create it ? Or it will just be the plain simple text message from hand phone ? Hix.. uncreative indeed.. Well I think, I must spare time to create it and maybe think how I will distribute the card.. ;)

Soo.. I think I must keep the good spirit.. It’s Ramadhan now.. And 10 days to Idul Fitri :D I must bring back the old me.. And whatever it still remains, just leave it.. No more regrets and no more confusion.. Love myself, my family and my friends.. Cheers… :D