..Yesterday..Today..Tomorrow..

I said it all..
Yes, I cried..
Do I already let it go ?
I don’t know..
I am confuse..
I pulled out all of my defenses..
I showed all of my vulnerabilities..
Do I get what I expected ?
Do I feel a lot better know ?
I still don’t know..
Why.. why.. why..
I still need to find my peace.
Owh God, I do need […]

Well honestly, today, I was very un-Zen. I was very cranky and very upset about everything. I feel very tired, and that is because of the chaotic weekend. I got problem with my wedding souvenir. My fiancee left me for experia (it’s metaphor ) . My family misunderstood me. And I got my PMS.
Just a […]

If.. I had the power to turn back time.. maybe I will use that power. Something..something.. keep bothering me. And yes my consciousness keep telling me to LET IT GO.. But somehow I can not do it. I feel something missing.. And yes I can not undo it. It happens. I must embrace it and […]

Kalau dipikir-pikir udah jarang banget ya aku posting sesuatu yang personal. Maksudnya tentang perasaan-perasaan yang aku alami dan fluktuasinya kondisi kerja yang aku alami. Entah karena memang aku lagi malas menuangkannya, atau memang berusaha untuk tidak memikirkannya.
Waktu baca postingan lama sih apalagi postingan yang duluu banget, kayanya aku sering banget posting tentang perasaanku. Tersirat maupun […]

Well.. I just realized that since I left my ’single’ status, I kinda left my-me-quality-time habit. I used to hang out alone in coffee shop (my favorite is Brew & Co in Menteng Plaza) and read some of my books. And I kinda miss it. Umm.. I slightly miss it.. Hehehe..

..dilihat dari Wikipedia. Nama depanku di ambil dari salah satu tokoh cerita Mahabharata, yaitu Dewi Anggraini. Ini pemberian dari almarhum Eyang Djunta Suardi, adek laki-laki dari Eyang Putri ku. Begini nih, cerita Dewi Anggraini :
Dalam Mahabharata, Anggraini adalah nama istri Prabu Ekalawya alias Palgunadi, Raja Paranggelung. Ia berwajah cantik karena merupakan seorang puteri […]

..in 2007..
Gosh, so many things happen in this year. And lots of it, is a very good news. Can I say this year is a good year for me ? Let me make the list :

Ga enak banget deeh.. Itu syapaa aja orang-orangnya gw juga ga ngerti. Kenal aja kagak. Trus mau ngobrol apaan ? Kenapa ikut dimasukin sih nama gw ke dalam list.
Ah menyebalkaaann.. Bikin mood jelek ajah.. Syebaaall…

Hehe.. ini ada satu yang lum aku ceritain. Jadi beberapa minggu yang lalu (eh apa minggu lalu yaa ? LUPA ) Ada seorang anonymous posting comment di blog aku. Isinya kurang lebih kaya ngeledekin aku lah.. Katanya dia isi blog aku cerita aku pacaran mulu sama Ayangkuwh.. Hahaha.. Dan lebih ‘pengecut’ nya sok-sok anonymous. […]

I am not going anywhere.. Must do all the chorus at home.. And.. guess what ? I miss my work.. I miss my office..
Aah.. isn’t it ironic.. ?