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22 Years old.. What will become of me ? I don’t know. Will my 22 years old in this world will be as good as my 21 years old ? As I always said, Me being 21 years old is the best year so far.. Can this year top that ? Oh well, nobody [...]

Betapa hancur rasanya ini badan, tenggorokan rasanya nyeri susah buat nelan and badan kaya berasa ngawang-ngawang. Setelah 2 hari begadang.. Komat kamit ngapalin segala macem materi itu.. Hueee.. akhirnya selesai sudah. Capeeekkk… Tapi besok masi masuk. Huu.. pdhl badanku sudah capek banget. Pengaruh kafein, tidur telat, telat makan dan stress.. Hehehehehe.. Tapi gw malah [...]

Once upon a time, one of my friend told me that I’m making my standard of life way too high. She said it’s not good for me and of course she also said it is not good also to people around me. She told me that, maybe people seem to look ok with the way [...]

Have u ever feel like u don’t belong anywhere ? Where you think that everything is going so well but you’re missing something.. Well, I do feel like that right now. And the worst part is.. You just feel so lost. Even in the crowd.. I feel so alone..
I admit that I’m truly a loner. [...]

Segitu gampangnya orang ngelupain janji yang udah di buat… Sebenernya gw ga terlalu masalah ya soal beginian. Cuman entah kenapa ko untuk yang satu ini bikin gw bete banget. Ga nyangka aja, temen gw yang satu itu bisa ga mudeng kalo gw BETE banget sebenernya di gituin sama dia. Ya sih, gw ga bilang [...]

Hmm.. untuk hal yang ini, gw emang sering melakukan hal yang bodoh berulang. Kadang gw emang gampang percaya sama apa yang orang janjiin ke gw. Padahal mereka sebenarnya ga segitunya terhadap apa yang mereka janjiin ke gw.
Ekspektasi yang tinggi terkadang bikin gw gampang kecewa. Apalagi kalo gak kesampaian, ataupun kalo kesampaian, haha.. jauh dari ekspektasi [...]

Totally.. And it is plain stupid.. What am I thinking ? No way I’m gonna mess things up again.. I must take control.. But.. I just want to scream right now.. Scream out loud.. Well, I’m so tired.. I hope I can think clearly tomorrow. For me now.. Everything is quite hazy.. I need [...]