..Yesterday..Today..Tomorrow..

Yesterday, me and my family celebrate my mom’s birthday at Sailendra. Just casual dinner with my mom’s sister and her family. Well, my mom didn’t expect anything. But me and my brother already prepare surprise for my mom. After we finished eating, suddenly there was band who sing ‘Happy Birthday’ and the waiter came up with birthday cake.. And then we all sang happy birthday to my mom.. Clearly she didn’t expect that, and it’s so obvious that she’s nervous.. But after we finished sang ‘Happy Birthday’, she blew the candle, and she looked very happy..
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It just blow me away.. Just watched all Indonesia jazz musician played in a very nice concert.. From all of the performers, I think duet from Indra Lesmana and Bubi Chen played ragtime.. is the best.. It so obvious that both of them is really great musician.. One is living legend.. of course, Mr Bubi Chen… and One is going to be.. I guess.. But unfortunately, there is quite annoying noise from the sound system when they played.. But well, It didn’t stop the fun.. I really enjoyed all of the performers..
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Just 3 words that I must try to understand the meaning of it.. Not only understand it.. But also try to act like it.. Can I ? Oh yes I can.. Only need a little bit of good and strong intention..:P Oh gosh.. It’s only 8:07 PM and I already sleepy.. Really need a real good sleep.. And for a moment just forget that, tomorrow is Monday.. Yikes.. another week to start.. Hohoho.. I still want another weekend to come..

Hari minggu bangun siang.. Trus udaranya enak banget.. Dingiiinn anyep-anyep gitu.. jadi makin betah di tempat tidur.. Kalo udah kayak gini, males banget bangun.. huehuehue..
Jadinya narik laptop ke tempat tidur, trus online pagi2x.. Seneng juga pagi2x gini ketemu orang di YM yang sama2x udah online pagi dan blom mandi dan gosok gigi.. Huehuehue..
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Kemarin Minggu, mbak Wulan-ku tercinta akhirnya dilamar juga looh sama Mas Andy-nya tersayang.. Iihh.. ngeliat acaranya kemaren jadi terharu berats.. Gak nyangka, mbak-Ku itu udah diikat sama ikatan pertunangan.. Terus Januari nanti naik ke pelaminan deehh.. Huhuhu.. I’m soo happy for you Mbak !! Gak nyangka aja, it happens so fast.. Tapi itu mah judulnya, kalo jodoh emang gak kemana.. Padahal setahun yang lalu, statusnya sama-sama ’single’ kayak gw.. Eh.. sekarang udah tunangan aja.. Emang, udah meant to be.. Tapi kemaren aku surprise juga looh, waktu nemenin mbak.. Terus mbak bilang deg-deg an waktu rombongan Mas Andy dateng.. Aku ngeliat mbak kayak gitu jadi makin excited.. Gila.. ternyata seru juga yaa.. Apalagi pas PakDe Gun dateng ke kamar trus nanyain kesediaan mbak Wul.. Waah.. pas mbak bilang Mbak ‘InsyaAllah Wulan udah mantab PakDe..’ Horee.. aku jd ikutan seneng plus banggaaa banget sama Mbak.. Read the rest of this entry »

I know.. I know.. I can not complain.. What I’ve been through it’s not the worst.. I must experience it.. Try to handle it the best that I can.. And make sure, that you are strong enough to deal with it.. I always said, If I can pass it and then it will make me stronger and better person.. Huff.. it’s only the beginning.. Worst not yet to come..

Anyway.. talk about my recent expectation.. Hmm.. I feel very confuse.. I don’t even know, how I really felt right now… Is it the real deal ? All I can say that.. For this time, and for this moment.. Just let me have my own happy ending.. Give me a chance to choose my own choice.. And, please.. for this once.. I want to feel that way.. For real..

Pernah gak sih ngalamin cedera di kaki yang bikin loe susah banget buat jalan.. Huehue.. Lebaran kemaren gw melakukan suatu kebodohan yang menyebabkan gw mesti bed rest 2 hari di kamar.. Gw emang udah mulai gak enak badan dr hari kedua lebaran.. Gila aja, yang biasanya lebaran gw brutal dalam urusan makanan.. Ini gak banget looohh..

Gara-gara gw mengalami gangguan pencernaan kronis..:P Bahkan nyium aroma makanan lebaran yang full santan aja gak kuat.. Bawaannya pingin muntah.. Anyway.. pokoknya itu aja udah bikin gw terkapar di kamar.. selama 2 hari.. Nah hari ketiga dimana gw udah berasa fit kembali.. Gw main di balkon kamar gw.. Trus liat pohon mangga di ujung balkon dan dipucuk pohon mangga ada 2 buah mangga yang matang dan belum tersentuh oleh kalong.. Keisengan deh mengulang hobi masa kecil manjat pohon mangga.. Mangga-nya sih dapet, cuman gw meleng jadinya jatuh.. Alhasil kaki kanan gw keceklek and bengkak..
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Guess what baby
The things we say
came true today
Coz we listened to our hearts
No one but you will ever do
Our search is through
But our journey’s just beginning
Nothing but love can last forever
Nothing but love will start
To mend the place inside your heart
That needed healing
Nothing but love can last forever
Nothing but love will start
To make your head spin round and round
You know you’re feeling love
Nothing but love
Nothing but love
Can’t read your mind
Lord knows I’m tryin’
But in your eyes
I see everything you need to know
Nothing to do but follow you
My aim is true I could never ask for any more
And if you walk away
You know that I will follow
To steal back your broken heart
At least until tomorrow
Because whatever comes today
Beside you I can’t hide you’re the one
Nothing but love can last forever
Nothing but love will start
To mend the place inside your heart
That needed healing
Nothing but love can last forever
Nothing but love will start
To make your head spin round and round
You know you’re feeling
Nothing but love could hold our world together
Nothing but love can start
To let us hear the sounds above
that have been screaming love
Nothing but love
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Paint a picture,
Clear cut and pale on a cold winters day,
Shapes and cool light wander the streets like an army of strays,
On a cold winters Day.

Will you let me romanticize,
The beauty in our London Skies,
You know the sunlight always shines,
Behind the clouds of London Skies.

Patient moments you chill to the bone under infinite greys,
Vision hindered mist settling low like a ghostly ballet,
On a cold winters Day.

Nothing is certain except everything you know can change,
you worship the sun but now,
can you fall for the rain…

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My favorite song from the newest Jamie Cullum’s Album ‘Catching Tales’..  Every time I heard this song, makes me remember my London..

Well, honestly I don’t know what to say exactly right now.. I just want to write on my blog.. It’s been a while I guess..
It’s 10:00 PM now and I still not sleepy.. Listening to Runaway Train from Soul Asylum.. Hey, do you still remember that song.. Quite 90s I guess.. Well, in last few weeks my life is quite crazy.. It’s like riding roller coester.. One day I’m top of the world.. and one other day I felt like sinking slowly to the unknown deep.. What’s happening to me ? Honestly, I don’t know for sure.. It’s quite puzzling for me..
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