..Yesterday..Today..Tomorrow..

I feel like I’ve been blessed in the past week. What did happen is quite breath taking.. Hehe.. ok, maybe I start to hiperbole things.. But really, it is quite amazing and I never expected this sort of thing happen this fast. Well, so I think I must feel very thankfull especially for those people who has supported me to move on !! I guess the next task is quite challenging. But I believe I will learn much more..So, what I must do this following week is to finish up all of my deliverables.. And take necessary action to do knowledge transfer…. Hmm.. finally, I’m moving on.. Soo.. happy !!!

Hmm.. pertanyaan ini diajukan oleh temen baik gw yang lagi super kasmaran berat. Dia menyadari betapa pacaran jarak jauh itu seakan-akan membuat waktu terasa lama sekali sehingga dia pun menyadari kenapa ya 1 menit itu harus 60 detik.. ?

Salah satu omongan ga penting kita sih sih sebenernya. Bahkan kalo dilihat dari konteks yang berbeda, jika kita dengar ada orang bertanya begitu pasti kita akan langsung bingung… Ga mutu banget ga sih hal kayak gitu mesti ditanyain.. Huehehe.. Tapi somehow.. it just makes me realize, that if you fall deeply in love with someone.. And you must separate a thousand miles with the one you love.. Yes.. I agree.. Time move slower..And you will ask that stupid question.. ‘Kenapa ya 1 menit = 60 detik ?’.. Hahaha..
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could you differentiate between people who is plainly nice or people just faking to be nice because they want something from you.. It’s not another my cynical moment. but I just wondering. there are some people who told you that they are your friends.. but they’re not ‘mean it’ to be your friends. just for some casual talk.. just for business.. and just for their own sake..

Orang itu emang banyak gak puasnya. Kayak gw aja, hr gini kalo dipikir-pikir banyak banget yang gw pengen. Ya itu lah.. Ya ini lah.. Trus semakin hari kayaknya semakin banyak yang gw pengen.. Duuuhh.. padahal ya.. Kapasitas orang juga terbatas. Cuman ya, impian kan boleh setinggi langit kan.. Realisasinya, tentunya tergantung usaha juga dong yah.. Hehe..
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You found me
When no one else was lookin’
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn’t leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
Song from Kelly Clarkson. Hehe.. just remind me of you. Damn, I miss u so..

Jam 9 pagi, tapi gw ngantuuukk buangeeet bo !! Cuman tidur 2 jam semalam.Gilingaaann juga sih..Cuman gpp lah. Last day of CAS !! Hix.. sedih juga ngebayangin bahwa kita udah ngabisin 2 minggu bareng2x. Trus Senin nanti udah balik ke negara kita masing2x dan udah mesti kerja lagi.

Pokoknya, it’s been such a great experience for me. I realize now, that our company is one truly global company. And it’s just such a great working and networking experience for me. Then.. what I learnt most in CAS is.. How to party hard and stay fresh in the morning !!.. Huahahahaha.. gak deng.. pokoknya bener2x belajar banyak. I’m really proud being part of this great firm.. (hahahaha.. brainwashing result.. ) Nah.. kidding.. its true tough.. I’m really proud.. .
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I can not find the answer..
It’s more complicated that I imagined before..
Yes stranger, it’s you I think..
I barely know you, yet I feel like have knowing you for all of my life..
It’s funny how you always makes me laugh..
It’s also weird, how you make me comfortable even in a very strange ways..
I always enjoy being around you..
Yet, I cast you away from my heart since in the beginning I know you..
I feel you like brother..
But I know you are more than brother to me..
It’s hard to end relationship with the one before..
But to gain courage to start all over, I don’t have any strength..
I know you understand, but do you really know what you want ?
I am confused, but please don’t be like me..
You must make decision..
Yet I am terrified waiting for your decision..
I am selfish..
Yes I know that..
But how can I explain the tears that falling from my eyes ?
Thinking that you’re going to leave me..
It’s killing me just to think about it..
I don’t know how to end this..
Maybe this is it..
You will always be stranger to me..
But I’ll always wish I met you in different life..
In different situation..
You’re like my half..
I feel that…
I wish for your happiness..
Because you are the kindest person I’ve ever known in my life..
Cheers for you..