..Yesterday..Today..Tomorrow..

I finally know what I’ve been missed most in my life.. I finally know how to fill that empty spot in my heart.. Thank you for all the things You gave me.. I used to be blind.. But now, I truly understand my true love really is.. You are my true savior. I hope I can always Love You and Miss You forever and always, till the end of time.. Amien..

Well.. I had great time yesterday !! Walopun badan rasanya cuapeeekkk bangettt !! Dr sehari sebelumnya gw gak bisa tidur, kemudian begitu gw udah berasa ngantuk, eehh di telpon sama temen2x gw.. Seneng sih ditelpon trus dikasih ucapan selamat pas jam 12 malem persis, tapii.. Jadinya gw gak bisa tidur.. Baru bisa tidur jam 2-an.. Dannn mesti bangun jam setengah 5 pagi.. Karena mesti siap-siap buat kawinannya mbak Wul. Pokoknya pagi-pagi mesti ke salon dan udah mesti dandan dan sanggulan.. Weleh.. gw masi ngantuukk banget, ampe pas di blow di salon gw masih setengah tidur.. Zzzz.. Hehe..:P

Trus begitu udah beres, langsung deh meluncur ke gedung dan make kain dan kebaya yang hufff(tahan napas)… sangat menyiksa.. Hehe.. Kemudian, setelah semuanya dah beres langsung deh foto-foto kita… Huehehehe.. Asik deh.. foto-foto teruss..
Begitu resepsi dimulai yah.. Langsung deh gw ama adek gw berburu makanan.. Gilee.. perut udah keroncongan krn gw lupa makan pagi.. Nyam..nyam.. Roast beef, kebab, dim sum, nasi goreng calamari, nyam..nyam.. wah pokoknya, selama korset masih longgar.. go for food.. Huehehehe..:P

Terus tante-tante ku juga pada dateng.. Yeay.. trus..trus.. ampe akhir resepsi yah, ada acara pelemparan buket bunga kaaann.. Trus.. hehe.. pas dilempar yang dapet itu aku dan mbak Wid.. Berdua dapet.. Hehehehe.. Lucu deh.. Trus berhubung yang mau married selanjutnya Mbak Wid, jadi di kasih ke Mbak Wid aja.. Huehehehe.. Bistu acara resepsi selesai, pulang deh buat istirahat..
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Alhamdulillah.. nyampe juga ke thn 2006.. Gak nyangka.. udah ampir setahun.. Ampir setahun gw lulus.. Ampir setahun juga gw kerja.. Gak berasa banget waktu.. Eniwei.. tahun baru kemaren cukup menyenangkan.. Girls Night In.. hehehe.. Ngumpul di rumah gw, masak-masak, gossip, tukeran kado, ngomongin masalah hati yang kronis, ngomongin resolusi tahun baru ampe ngomongin hal-hal yang gak penting, dan juga hal-hal bodoh yang seharusnya gak perlu di lakukan / di tanya.. hehehehe.. Trus ketawa-ketiwi ampe pada bengek semuanya.. Hahahaha.. Quite nice.. Trus menjalin gelang persahabatan dr balon-balonnya memed yang gak bisa di tiup.. hehehe..
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Just so stupid.. I don’t know what I was thinking.. All I know that I really messed up.. big time.. And I don’t know whether I have that kinda of chance like that.. Oh God, why I can not be honest.. To myself especially.. Why I always freak out in a very wrong time.. Aarrgghhh.. just stupid.. It was plainly stupid… Please..please..please.. Give me just another chance.. And I promise, I will say the right thing..

Yesterday, me and my family celebrate my mom’s birthday at Sailendra. Just casual dinner with my mom’s sister and her family. Well, my mom didn’t expect anything. But me and my brother already prepare surprise for my mom. After we finished eating, suddenly there was band who sing ‘Happy Birthday’ and the waiter came up with birthday cake.. And then we all sang happy birthday to my mom.. Clearly she didn’t expect that, and it’s so obvious that she’s nervous.. But after we finished sang ‘Happy Birthday’, she blew the candle, and she looked very happy..
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It just blow me away.. Just watched all Indonesia jazz musician played in a very nice concert.. From all of the performers, I think duet from Indra Lesmana and Bubi Chen played ragtime.. is the best.. It so obvious that both of them is really great musician.. One is living legend.. of course, Mr Bubi Chen… and One is going to be.. I guess.. But unfortunately, there is quite annoying noise from the sound system when they played.. But well, It didn’t stop the fun.. I really enjoyed all of the performers..
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Just 3 words that I must try to understand the meaning of it.. Not only understand it.. But also try to act like it.. Can I ? Oh yes I can.. Only need a little bit of good and strong intention..:P Oh gosh.. It’s only 8:07 PM and I already sleepy.. Really need a real good sleep.. And for a moment just forget that, tomorrow is Monday.. Yikes.. another week to start.. Hohoho.. I still want another weekend to come..