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Just bought their CDs.. Quit a choice right ? Hihihihi.. Well, for the first choice, is recomended by my cousin, who is a big fan of Paul Gilbert.. When I first heard the name, I said “Who the hell is Paul Gilbert ?” Hihihihihi…. And he just scream at me (hiperbolic way) ” Oh my god, you don’t know Paul G ?, Where part on the earth do you live huh, if you don’t know Paul G ?” Hihihihi.. Very hiperbolic.. And I said, “Oh get it.. Mr. Big guitarist.. oh my god, your so 80s..” and then he continued to scream at me, and told me how good he really is (Paul G).. And after I promise to listen to his new CD, my cousin stop screaming at me.. So, I take my chance, I bought his new CD, without any hope at all that I’m gonna like it.. ;)) But strange thing is, when I bought the CD, there was another man who was looking for his new CD, and the CD that I was holding is the last copy in the store.. And he just beg to me, to give the last copy for him.. And I said, “Is he really good ?” And guess what, he told me everything about this Paul G, just like the way my cousin told me (screaming kinda way..) ;P.. I found it so funny, because there is people who really like this guy.. Well, I finally bought his CD, and already finished listen to it.. Hmm.. not bad.. not bad at all.. I guess the right word is, he is really good… no wonder that there are 2 peoples screaming at me in the same day about Paul G.. hihihihi ;)) Overall, the album is good but for my honest, not my kind of music, but he is good.. definitely.. and my brother agree with me..:)

Ok, my second choice is SMOMA… hehehe.. get it, “Who the hell is SMOMA ?” Well, I just know it from the sales man in duta suara, who is happen to be my friend.. And he said, there is a new jazz group from Italy.. And he said the album is quite best seller for jazz artist, and he gave me a chance to listen to their CD.. First time listened to their music, I just click.. Wow.. this is my kind of music.. I’m instantly fall in love with their styles.. Eventhough the song is like old song, recycle song.. But they played it in very unique way, very different, definitely very fun.. Fufufufu.. I knew it.. I always love jazz.. Like chicago said, It’s all that jazz..:D

Is there any choice to escape from bad situation ? When you feel suffocated, like you almost feel barely breathing because of something that keep coming, and you feel like it never ending.. Sigh.. I feel that kind of preasure lately… It is torturing.. But in the other side, I feel like, this is the way you evolve into something better.. Really ? Just pretend that you are always strong enough to handle all of this pressure.. But hey, maybe I can.. The pressure won’t kill me right ? If it doesn’t kill me, make me stronger..:D <fufufufu.. just encouraging myself, and keep the positive thinking alive..:)>

They are so cute !! Adorable.. love to cuddle all of them.. I think 3 puppies is enough, but yesterday, I have 4 kittens… They are so small, so cute, so adorable and lovable… uuuuu…. Really make my day !! Now I’m confuse.. I should name all of them.. Hmm.. any idea ?

Well, it’s been a while since I have feeling like this. Quite strange indeed, because he is definitely not my type (my friend’s opinion). But it just really like a perfect crush. I mean he is like perfect man. Smart, tall, dark, handsome.. Hmm.. handsome.. no.. no.. the perfect way to describe him is really.. really.. really.. good looking…:))

Too good too be true huh ? DEFINITELY.. Eventough he is like ‘perfect’.. But if you see the other side. He is also.. Very..very.. unreachable..:)) You only can see it.. But to have it.. I think it is really IMPOSSIBLE..:)) Not my level indeed.. Hehehe.. I mean, I’m not his level..:P
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What is the connection between three things I mention before.. ? Well.. nothing I guess.. But those three things are something that I’ve been thinking lately.. Last Friday, I heard ‘Everlasting Love’ Jamie Cullum.. I never liked that song before.. I think it’s just one average song that is so not my type. But funny thing is, when I heard is last Friday, I just practically smile.. And that kinda smile of mine, when I heard something that tickle my heart, touch my heart in some funny way. And I tried to hear it again, and then I smile again. Suddenly I rush to buy Jamie’s CD.. And I heard all of the songs, and I think that guy is one of one talented people in music industry nowadays.. And he is now one of my favourite singer..:)

Same thing is happen when I heard about London and Strawberry Ice Cream.. Weird huh ? Well, that’s the way it is.. I always want to go back to London.. I think that city is one of my favourite city in the world (yeah right, like I’ve been to all of the cities in the world..:P) But, anyway.. I think London is like my second home for me. Remembering those old days, when I still lived in Manchester.. And once in a month me and my family went to go to London.. One thing I remembered is in London, I tasted my first Strawberry Ice Cream.. And that ice cream is very delicious.. I never liked Ice cream… But I always fall for Strawberry Ice Cream since then.. I guess, the strawberry factor that make me like it very much..
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When you finally got to the final line of a race.. You must feel different.. You’re not running again in the track. Or maybe you’re running again, but in the different track. Either you realize it or not.. either you want it or not.. But somehow.. someway.. it must feel different.. It is the end of something and of course start of something new..

When I graduated in February 2005.. I thought my whole life is gonna be the same.. My friends situation is gonna be the same.. And myself of course is gonna be the same.. I mean, Hey.. it’s only graduation day.. We will still be friends right ? We will walk in the same path right ? But now.. I realize.. that It never be the same again..
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Somehow.. I feel a little shocked when I found out the truth.. I didn’t know how to react.. And everything seems changing continuely..The denial part of me, keep making me steady.. But deep down inside I feel… hurt…

I really expected that this thing will turn out great.. But, well.. you never know right.. Hummf, the best thing to do is to pretend that everything is okay.. or.. maybe.. yeah.. I guess.. I must strong enough to pretend that everything is okay..