..Yesterday..Today..Tomorrow..

One bloody day.. And suddenly I wish I were Wonder Woman !! Hehehehe.. Well.. She’s gorgeous.. she’s sexy.. And she really have her attitude.. She can beat batman and spiderman if she wants.. And superman is down in his knees for her.. She has strong heart and strong will.. Never gave up and always try her best to save the world.. ) She can do almost everything that is impossible.. And the most important is, nobody.. I mean nobody.. can break her down..

Funny, that somehow I really.. really want to be like her.. Being somebody who has self-confident like tiger.. Never afraid of taking chances.. and never hesitate to speak her mind.. She can run as fast as she can.. And also.. she can handle every bullets that come to her way.. Living the life exactly like she wants.. Yeps right.. exactly as she wants.. sigh..

Don’t laugh at me guyss.. I now I said that it is over.. But somehow, I still feel it.. Hihihihihi.. Yeah I know, you’re all gonna say the same thing.. But I can not help it.. I still curious about that.. About why ? how ? where ?.. Yeah right, there are still many mysteries unsolved.. I know I’m gonna waste my time, but I really really, want to know the truth..

My weekend is suppose to be fun. My father got invitation from his office, to attend some office outing in Subang, West Java. It was hiking + ‘tea walk’.. Quite interesting actually..

Because my mom went to Surabaya to attend my long distance cousin marriage, so I got job as ‘daddysitter’.. Companied my father, and also watched for my father.. Hihihihi..:P Kinda fun, because it is like father daughter day out together.. My brother can not join us either, because he got something else to do..
Read the rest of this entry »

I can not close my eyes.. And I should go to bed right now.. The bad situation this morning, still on my mind.. I just can not help it, how I become very sad.. Indeed, I feel sad.. Feel very broken hearted.. Dissapointed.. And I still can not find a way to see at the bright side.. It just sucks !! And it still and probably will always be sucks !!

Gee.. why I feel like this.. Why I let this take the best of me.. One of my friend said to me earlier that only me who know the best of me.. But I still felt like I’m drowning.. Slowly.. but sure..
Read the rest of this entry »

If you read this, and you shocked, because that is so not me, yelling those 2 words aload.. Well I’m surprised also.. I just feel very low.. very useless.. very not appreciate it.. Those two words, quite representative for what I feel right now.. Just hoping for another good situation to save my soul..:(

Duh.. gw speechless deh rie.. Loe sumpah ya.. gak asikkk banget !!… Kalo bisa gak temen lagi.. boleh gak rie ? Huh.. abiss.. gak asiiikkk… Well then, as I told you before.. I knew it lah.. Hihihihihihi ) Tp yang jelas, I’m happy for you lah.. Don’t forget, because of this, you owe me sushi tei !!!

It just make my heart broken, just to know that something that I really love to do, is not that enjoyable again.. And that is because some person who is very wrong… Sometimes, I just want to say, I quit.. But that is not suppose to be like that.. I mean, I’m not a quitter.. I should be strong enough to handle pressure..

And maybe I think, is the pressure is too much ? How can I compare it ? It should be not that complicated.. But then I realise.. The people factor is very important.. You can walk into dessert with only a bottle of water with you.. If you are alone, I believe you will get desperate quickly.. But if you have companion, a very good companion, I believe there is still jokes and also fun in it..
Read the rest of this entry »